Relationship napalm.

Rihanna. Missed a few years of that. Chest infections suck for singing though.

"just gonna stand there and watch me burn"
yeah. just... why. i squeak it somewhere online in pure bemusement.

"and this tug of war you'll always win even when I'm right.
Cause you feed me fables from your head with violent words and empty threats
and its sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied"

but really. are you going to just stand there and watch me burn?

i'd like to see you hurt. to be fair. sadistic as that is

i once loved the way you lied.

becasue the pretty tale you span was better than reality.

"so mabea i'm a masochist."

Just...

Trying to find poetry from that era, while back now.

People are strange. And to love someone that deeply who pokes where tis squishy with a sharp stick tends to leave a scar.

This may be a little too emo for semi-public rambling.