Don't leave me here to pass through time

I'm on vacation mode and suddenly for the first time in over a month i have no idea what to do. All day, every day, i've had shit to deal with. People. Traders. Eternally something to be stressed/annoyed about. Suddenly i just don't.

I'm actually glad you can't break it in the first three days. That way i know even if i feel like checking i can't. After that hopefully it won't be so bad XD

Shk is the centre of my life. After WoW  i never wanted that again and yet here I am.

So what to do?

I've got two weeks to decide. Go back or just blow it off and walk away.

The main thing that makes me want to stay right now is the people. I'm crap at keeping in contact with people, i've lived in the same street as a friend and saw him once a month or so o_O

But do i play a game just to keep friends who play it too? I don't want it to be necessary tbh. Eventually i'd resent them for having to put up something i disliked just to talk to them :/

I'm looking at other options. As usual, always have a plan.

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